Finals..

So now I am in my last two weeks of school : Finals time! Yippee. Right now I'm actually working on 3 papers that are due for one class. I'm trying to finish it all today so that I have tonight and tomorrow to study for my first final on Thursday. Unfortunately I have to study my ass off for each and every single final I have. Who would've thought? Haha.
After that I get to pack and continue my travels! I'm so excited.
I'm also excited to come home. The past month I've been counting down the days so to speak but this past week I've been questioning it. Why? I mean I know I miss my family, but why am I not caring about each precious day I spend here and using it to its fullest? My mind is occupied with things from home. Are things going to work out? Will they be worse off than when I came? Stupid things but I can't control it. I am excited for the summer time, and swimming in my poooooooool. I don't know what much else I'm excited for. Obviously I miss some of my friends.
The experience of being away for this much time is a good experience because it really helps you weed out your true friends. It sounds so cliche to say it but it's true. I'm not saying you have to talk to every single person every day in order to make sure that they're your friend but some of the people I called friends before I came here didn't contact me once. It just helps put things in perspective.
I'm not sure all of my crap is going to fit in the two suitcases I arrived here with, unfortunately. I have bought too much stuff since then! Thank God I was able to give Sanaz some of my things to take back. None of my other visitors took anything back which kinda sucked because it would have really really helped.
I am looking forward to the days where I can sleep in my comfortable bed with my arms stretched out and not have to worry about spring popping out of my mattress. haha. I'm also looking forward to food with flavor. Can't emphasize enough how nothing (ESPECIALLY school food) has any flavor! I know a lot of people have issues moving back home with their parents after they've been out for a while. I'm looking forward to seeing how that works out for me. Honestly I've found that when I live "on my own" I don't go out as much/as late as I would most times when I'm home. Strange? Yeah. Or at least that's what my memory jogs up.
I would say I can't wait to go home and cook some food BUT my parents are having the kitchen remodeled and apparently we have no kitchen right now. So sad. =/ So feel free to cook for/with me. =)
I guess now is the time to stop distracting myself and get these next two papers done! I have to finish them by 8pm. That is my time limit I have given myself. Let's see if I can do it.
Thanks for reading!